TERRIBLE. At first it was oh ok. It's Monoceros this is sad but I can handle it. Then just...more and MORE...
He wants to put it all behind him. He's tired of living and tired of fighting and tired of trying. All he really wants to do is pretend everything is okay and go about his business no face style. And then being around gnashing their teeth at the new gods doesn't help him with the pretending stuff. It keeps bringing to mind all that stuff and he kind of wants no part of it. But he also feels bad letting them all down and not being helpful.
So in the end it is ALL bad feelings and no happiness. People like Excel and Mitsuru and Scowl--he likes them! Likes them plenty! But they're also 'work' to be around sometimes and emotionally taxing during a time he doesn't need more tax.
And none of them are His. He feels bad for wanting them but none of these people are his team and he hadn't realized how LONELY he would be without them until now. It's been a long time since he's felt so crowded yet so alone.
ALL THE DEPRESSION
If Bobby had to take charge how would he go about it?
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He wants to put it all behind him. He's tired of living and tired of fighting and tired of trying. All he really wants to do is pretend everything is okay and go about his business no face style. And then being around gnashing their teeth at the new gods doesn't help him with the pretending stuff. It keeps bringing to mind all that stuff and he kind of wants no part of it. But he also feels bad letting them all down and not being helpful.
So in the end it is ALL bad feelings and no happiness. People like Excel and Mitsuru and Scowl--he likes them! Likes them plenty! But they're also 'work' to be around sometimes and emotionally taxing during a time he doesn't need more tax.
And none of them are His. He feels bad for wanting them but none of these people are his team and he hadn't realized how LONELY he would be without them until now. It's been a long time since he's felt so crowded yet so alone.
ALL THE DEPRESSION
If Bobby had to take charge how would he go about it?