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It goes LIKE SO. You comment here and ASK A QUESTION. It can be anything - OOC, IC, relationship, psychology, thoughts, whatever. I.E. my character's opinion of your character, or maybe some specific behavior you've been wondering about, or general thoughts on my characters or canons, who I might consider apping or enabling you into apping, my favorite color or variety of ice cream, etc.

WHEN I REPLY I will also ask you a question in turn!

In this way we talk at each other, which is fun.

I play THIS GUY and AHITO.

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He hates it dying and the coming back HERE. He rather he just stayed dead. Either not existing or getting to the afterlife. He is really tired of scrapping by and working hard and working for gods. He has been trapped in a cave for nearly a year and all he really wants more than anything is to see the sun and travel again. Traveling was a big part of his life before and not having it for so long makes him anxious and unhappy.

Knowing his death hurt so many people is also...a thing. He really came to care about a lot of people and letting them down with his death just makes him SO SORRY. His death is enough to really hurt people and he knows it. He didn't want to cause so much unhappiness and he did. He hurt the ones he loved most. He spent so much time wanting to protect himself from the flaws of caring about people and now he wishes he protected THOSE people from those flaws even if it meant making himself unhappy.

He misses the life he had terribly. He feels lonely even with several of his friends around. He feels he can't be close to his best friend Allen because of what happened and how things are now. Like he doesn't belong in the picture. His 'family' that was Cepheus are all gone and he's GLAD they're alive but also. It's SO HARD for him to not have them. He doesn't have Claude to be an overly kind idiot. He doesn't have Yayoi to gossip with. He doesn't have Syaoran to dote on. And he doesn't have Kon to tsun at and lean on when things are bad. And he def does not have a Cepheus cuddle pile anymore or the Tiara of Stupid Feelings to inflict on people.

BEING DEAD IS BALLS

What are Sharks' future hopes?

Akito can relate to the preferring to not exist/go to the afterlife. He's actually kind of hoping that if he dies again in Thusia maybe the gods will get a fucking clue and leave him dead. -3-

And as of right now they have absolutely zero hopes for the future. They just want to be properly dead instead of forced to live in what is as close to hell as anything could ever be for Akito.

Red's thoughts on Akito, I suppose? (and he hasn't met my Agito yet, now that I think of it. my bad |D;)

A little disappoint cuz well. Not his sharks. But he's trying to forgo that and just know this shark as this shark. He is a little hard for Red cuz Akito seems to be withdrawn and unwilling to ask for help, so its hard to approach him in a HELPFUL way. And he doesn't know what to talk about otherwise.

He's also surprised at now seeing any Agito too. He's seen a lot of both of them in Sabra! So he's curious what this Agito is like.

Reverse?

Yeah, Akito feels like his being there is a disappointment to a lot of the people he meets ): which is why he tries to avoid most people unless he's sure they don't recognize 'him'.

Akito likes that Red hasn't brought up the 'other him' again, but still feels uncomfortable around him because the idea of there being an alternate him unsettles him. ._. He doesn't like feeling as though the people who look at him are wishing he was someone he's not, and is glad that so far Red hasn't really done that.

Um..........

Red's favourite ... part of Thusia so far?

. . .none of it. . .

He. Kinda hates everything. . .

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